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Monday, August 5, 2013
Nothing is impossible, or could it be?
Hello readers,
Its been a awhile since I write or post here.
I am doing very well and I hope you are too.
Today, I feel like writing and posting and decided to post about dreams. Or likely to be my dreams.
Every single day, I live in a world where most of the people is really unfair , or could it be my life that is unfair ? I don't know. There was times where I cried painfully, thinking about my unfair life and what could happen next.
I, sometimes live in a world where people never actually appreciates me. Through the pain, I tried my very best to reach success. I wasn't saying that I was hoping for people to compliment me, though I have nothing for people to compliment me about. Pretty much lets say, I am used to it. I am used to being un-appreciate.
But there is one thing, one thing I couldn't stand taking, hearing,feeling.
"You dreamed too much, you dreamed too big. Better stop and focus on a thing that you can easily achieve. Stop dreaming cuz yours will never come true"
How about no?
This is my dream, at the first place I don't even understand why would people cares about my dream. It is my dream, I know what I can do and what I can't.
I know, my dreams sound really impossible to achieve, but if other people can, why can't I?
I have to be positive and I will always will. I will work hard, because dreams never come true through magic, it takes sweat, determination,positive thinking and hard work.
I may not be the genius girl in class, the best in every subject, not even the girl who gets straight A's. But, if I can dream it, I can achieve it.
I won't be alone, I have to angels that will be going with me. Will be climbing the mountain with me.
Dreams.
Dreaming dreaming, will you ever come true?
Will I ever be on the top,
Will I ever make them proud?
Trying trying, will you help?
So I can open my eyes and ,
be where I actually belong?
Working working, is it worth it?
To be where I wanted to,
with people I really love?
Holding holding, my beasties' hands,
Born together,
Achieving together,
Always together,
Friendship forever.
Dreams my dreams, I know you will come true,
because I believe in you,
And I believe in me.
A little poem I wrote that explain my feelings.
Love you both, Jazzy and Fie.
And also, Happy SNSD's Anniversary and... HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO THE MOST GORGEOUS, CRAZY, WEIRD, ANNOYING BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD, AFINA JASMINE AND AFIRAH BUKAI <3 p="">May our friendship lasts forever.
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Friday, February 15, 2013
Last Word.
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Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Drama is part of me.
Acting ,Singing, Dancing . Thats all you can think of when it comes to drama . Drama is fun ,everything about it is so perfect. Why ?
They make me escape from reality . Terrible reality . I might not be myself when acting . But the feeling is different, very different .
I am enjoying it . I am loving it. I am feeling it.
Why ? Because they are around . My BEST FRIENDS.
I might act as a different person ,run away from reality ,but one thing that never change ,I have THEM. No matter where I am ,who I am . They are still around .
The feeling of yes or no was inside . Should I join drama again this year ? Should I spread my wings and be someone else again this year ? Should I ? or Should I just leave it to anothet people ? Should I just give up this year ?
I stopped . I looked at my best friends. Yes or no ?
YES. Those feeling that I felt last year came back . The feeling of joy and sadness . The promise I made to win again this year . YES . I'm doing it. Why ?
Because the stage was made for us . For us to perform ,for us to do our best . This year is belong to us . I want to be on stage again and do it again . I want to do my best since its our last performance . There is no more next year to wait to it. Its this year . Its our year .
I miss all of it. I miss the feeling of performing on stage . I miss the feeling of sadness and happiness. I want more , I want more of it and its happening this year . No one can stop us .
Thats it . I set my mind to " I will win this ". And we will . We will do the best of our best . We will , nobody can beat us ,all eyes will be on us . I promise .
The Story Of Us. Thats what I call it. Its about us . It will be our last ,I dont know if we can meet again another year ,so let this year be our year . I dont care what the other will say about us , I dont care if the other think we are dreaming to much of winning . I dont care. Because when we win soon , smile will be on their face , or maybe JEALOUSLY. God knows.
I get them back . The feeling , the feeling of wanting to perform on stage . The feeling of listening all those background music we choose being played. The feeling when you dance to those fun song and the feeling when you practice. God ,that feeling has come and please let it stay .
We will win for the first time this year.
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Saturday, January 12, 2013
You know what is life?
Do you know what is life ? Life is something that you can explain in no matter what way . It is a gift from God .
Life is when you smile at a stranger on the street and they smile back.
Life is when you get hurt but you stand up and move on.
Life is when you laugh as hard as you want without thinking of anyone around you.
Life is you you try to be yourself instead of others.
Life is when you smile at your enemies.
Life is when you get broken heart but you fake a smile.
Life is when you have a bestfriend that share everything with you.
Life is when you read a good books and feel good about it.
Life is when you cook a very good food and share with your entire family.
Life is when you believe you can do something and you try hard to achieve it.
Life is when you fall in love with a baddass that melt your heart.
Life is when you count every drops of rain.
Life is when you meet a new people or old friends.
Life is when you have a mom who listens to your problem.
Life is when you have a jerk classmates.
Life is when you complain more than you pray.
Life is when your crush loves you back.
Life is when listening to music is part of you .
Life is when you cry alone at night.
Life is when you learn a new things.
Lastly , Life is all about YOU.
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Sunday, June 24, 2012
Saddest thing.
There's nothing worse than loosing who you thought was your best friend . They just woke up one morning and decided they don't like you anymore and talked bad thing about you behind your back . Break promises and and fotget all those memories .Its truly sad especially when you did nothing on and its only misunderstanding . But nevermind , i'll stand where I belong . Just end it here , i'm tired of being nice.
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Saturday, June 23, 2012
This is life.
Well , I don't really blame my life for what just happen . It is very silly to complain about it but I don't really care . I'm living my life but if you don't like it then what can I do ? Instead of complaining about it why don't you just meet me , face me and talk about it . You're the only one that feel that way . We're all fine and open minded so talk about it !! If you think you're right that don't be such coward talking behind me . I waste my tears crying over someone like you . I waste everything !!?!??????????!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, March 11, 2012
Thanks for not ruining my holiday
Oh well , I start hating to go school . More than before ! You know why ? People has start and issue between me and one new guy at our class . They said me and him are dating ( WTF ) . I don't know and I don't understand how could this happen and where the fuck they got idea that we're together . Maybe its start because during exam he sat next to me . But if that's the reason I'll probably slap all of those guys student who fucking started this . I never told him to sit next to me though . I can't even stop thinking about this . There's like A LOT of whore and slut in our class that should being paired up with him . I don't like him since the first time he came .He cause a lot of trouble , always throw paper plane . He is just...... not my fave .
Not only that , they also called me with his name . Are they blind ? Dude , I have my own name . I'm very sensitive right now . I get hurt easily by people's words . We're like stranger to each other . The weirdest thing is that all my close friend like Afirah , Puteri , Mira , Syakirah & ofc my beloved Pudding call me with his name too sometimes ........................................... Pudding also though I maybe love him a little bit . I told her I don't but then she said I may didn't feel it but she can see it . Unnie are you Harry Potter or something ==" I don't love him ! I DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE .LOVE LOVE HIM .
About the tittle " Thanks for not ruining my holiday " . That's for him . Not going to see him or hear his name or hear people CALLING me his name for 1 week ! SUCH A REALLY GOOD HOLIDAY <3 Thanks God :)
Dear you ,
Thanks for making my holiday fun because you're not around ! SUCH A REALLY PERFECT DAY BECAUSE I SPEND IT WITHOUT YOU !
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Hello Mello !!
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Friday, December 30, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Dear Myself ,
Night! :) Ok straight to da topic , One of my non Asian friend who's really damn good at writing poetry , asked me if he can write one for me . Well I would to hear what other people think about me , meh that's sound gay . lol So yes I accept . So he already send me the poem he has made special for me . I think he's amazing ! He's really good at writing poetry ! :) I just love it . Sad , I can't write a poetry so I can't write any for him . But I can write a song ;)
So here is the poem about me . FYI , Sa Rang is my Korean name :) I guess ? hahah dumbodude me . Ilikemyselfsoidon'tcarebitch :) Read by yourself I won't put a space . Yeah whatever . This is the peom :)
Sarang my illustrious queen, your beauty knows no bounds.
You are ever so graceful and sweet.
Your gentleness has made you an oasis in a world devoid of affection.
I need you like a flower needs the sun,
You are my sunshine, Sarang.
Only you are capable of giving me, your humble manservant, a reason to live.
Your eyes are rich and full of laughter,
Your voice is as enchanting as a seductress.
Although your infatuation with ice-cream and SNSD is greater than your love for me.
I pray and hope that one day soon,
I will be able to share my passion for anime with you.
Your intellect is astounding, you never cease to amaze.
Even though there are times when I must correct your English,
And teach you the difference between certain words.
I have faith that you will surpass me,
Your teacher in English and miscellaneous facts of life.
Well that's it :) I just can't stop smiling ! :)
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011
My mom only had one eye
So Taeng aaaa , I read a story a sad story about a mother who only had one eye :( Her son hates her :(
This is story .
PS / This story is not mine . Credits to the owner .
Sad right ?
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Monday, November 21, 2011
New Design !
Finally Taengoo ya !~ I already design this blog again . Fuh lucky i'm not lazy this kind of day . Just kinda bored . It's school holiday ! Sound fun ? I hope so ! I hope you like it ~
Well , My day was fine but maybe school day is more better ? Ahhh I'm just kinda bored .
Btw , My mathematics teacher which is also my favourite teacher is going to moved to another place . I'm sad , he teach us Mathematics well . He gain my interested on Mathematics . He's the one who make me didn't fail Mathematics this year . Will I still do well when he's not around to teach us . Yeah he look scary but I just love him . I know the other student like him too :) I hope he stay healthy at his new place . I hope He didn't forget about us here. I hope I can meet him on another day on the future . Thanks for all your care and love ! You'll always be my best teacher :)
Ok Taeng , I want to sleep now . My mother already yelling at me :) Haha Annyeong Jumuseyeo Taeng ahhhh !!
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Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Muahahahaha !~ My Lovely Day
Okay well , last Monday , My bestfriend Puding gave me our Diary back to me because it's my turn already . I write a quotes before and it's sound like this " Live , Love , Laugh ". She told me " You had all the 3L " . I asked her , " I don't have love dude. Right ? " and then she said " You've one ! " . I asked again " Who ? "
Guess what she said ? "NAEGA (ME) " . Muahahahahahaha ~ I love my bestfriend . We're going to get married. Don't forget to come . kekekeke I'm just joking . Who take this seriously , come here let me kick your butt off .
PUDING & JELLY yeah !!!
TAENY IS LOVE :)
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What happen to myself , What I hate and My favorite quotes .
| My BestFriend Afina Jasmine / Tiffany / So Kyung / Puding /Girlfriend /Omma She had a lot of nicknames , but when you mix all of them . Only she can make me SMILE . |
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Saturday, October 29, 2011
She's my man :)
My name is Taeyeon Kim :) When I was 13 years old , there's my friend called Tiffany Hwang :) Well she's not korean . She can't speak Korean . She's an american girl . I studied at Korea International School . My mum send me there so I can speak English well . There's where I found Tiffany . She's a new student . She's beautiful .
She sat next to me . I want to be her friend but I can't speak her language fluently . She can't speak my language too . One day , I tried to speak English . " Hi Tiffany , Can I be your friend ? " . She nodded and said " Of course !! You're TaeYeon right ? This is funny ! We sit together but this is our first time talking to each other ! Where do you live ? What is your favorite food ? " Well , Tiffany was actually a talkative person . But there's one problem . Sometimes I didn't understand what's she's saying . I just nodded . Tiffany laughed because she know I didn't understand her . " Fine ! " Fany said . Suddenly , I've got an idea . I rushed to teacher's room . I asked my English teacher a favor . " Can you please translate this for me . I wanna tell someone this . ! " I gave my English teacher a paper . I want her to translate Korean to English . " This is the English version young girl .. " "Gomawo !! "
I gave Fany the paper . " Tiffany , I really want to talk to you but I can't speak English as fluent as you . I know you can't speak Korean too . What if you join Korean class ? My mom is Korean teacher . She also can speak English well . Eumm ? " The paper sounded like that . Tiffany looked at me and nodded happily .
I'm so happy . I told my mum about this . " Omma !! Tiffany ! Tiffany ! " . " Tiffany ? Your American friend ? Why with her ? " My mom asked me curiously . " She want to learn Korean ! She want to join your Korean Class ! Can she ? Ommaaaaaaa ~~~ " I told my mom . " Aigooo ~~ Ok then . " . I'm so happy . " Omma ! Treat her nicely okay ? Promise omma ??? " . " Yes , I'll do that . Now go get shower . I'll wait for your friend ".
Start from that day , Tiffany was my real best friend . She can speak Korean well now .
One day , Tiffany didn't came to school , didn't came to my mom's class . I'm worried . Every night , I asked my mom where's Fany . My mom said she'll find out what's happening to her . Tomorrow morning , my mom told me that Tiffany's dad called . I can't explain how happy am I hearing Tiffany name . My mom told me to sit down . " Taengoo ya , Tiffany can't come to school because she's really sad now . Her mom just passed away because of accident . , " Suddenly , I started to cried . I asked my mom . " Where's Tiffany ....now ? . "
"She's packing up . She's going back to California . " . I cried harder . " Can't Tiffany live with us ? Can't she ? ." I was hoping . " About that , we need to ask her father first . "
That afternoon , I followed my mom to Incheon International Airport . When I saw Tiffany , I started to cried . " Fany yaaa ~~~ " I hugged her tightly . I didn't want to let her go . " You're here !!! " Tiffany smiled happily. I know Tiffany hides her tears from me . " Fany ahh ~~~ Do you want to live with me ? We can't share room and study together ! We can go to school together ! We can always be together !~ Do you want ? ."
Tiffany showed me fake smiled and looked at her father . " Appa ~ " . Suddenly my mom interrupted . " Don't worry , we will take care of your young lady . Don't worry about everything . We happy to help . ".
Tiffany's father looked at Tiffany and nodded . " Fany can live with us ?? Really !! ? ".
My mom nodded . I can't explain to you how happy am I .
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