Hey ! Awwww I'm so sorry I didn't post to much this day . You know , this holiday make me think a lot but didn't say to much . But today , I want to begin to most precious post I've ever write on this blog :) I didn't said that the other not precious . Of course it is . TaeNy , Taeng and etc . But this one , PERFECTLY PRECIOUS .
There's no one I would like to have other than YOU . Boyfriend ? Ddaeng !!!!!!!! Wrong lol . My family ? Wrong ! lol I love my family of course but there's someone I want to talk about . I didn't always talk about her today but I just want to ..... . She's my supporter , my sugar , my Pudding , My Mushroom . Ok , SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND . MY LOVELY BEST FRIEND . MY FANY PUDDING . ::)
I'm pretty sure I write here before that I'm not someone who's easy to cry . Yeah , I hide my tears . I keep it by myself :) But , this beautiful lady ...... has melt my icy heart with her lovely personality .
So , Let me begin the story now .
I was talking to the phone with her that day . Her voice is my favorite song :) She told me about her day , how boring she is :( Poor little Fany . If I was there , I'm pretty sure we'll have a very good day :) Everything that I keep in my heart since the first day of our holidays ..... yeah . I told her everything . She replied me with those all sweet laughter :) She's sweet aren't she ? . " Goodbye " . That words . I hate it . Yeah it's the time for us to say goodbye . Of course I can't talk to her until midnight . I sat down , and suddenly , I opened my heart to read our diary . All memory that we keep together . Now I realised how precious the diary is when both of us is not together . I remember the first time we met each other .
Second day of school ( 2010 )
PS : She didn't come on the first day .
I saw her . Yeah , I love making new friend . She sat in front of me . Hafizah , one of my classmate , sat next to me . I kept saying this to her " Do you want to know this student ? I want to talk to her . " . Pjah was not that friendly to me so she said " No need . She sure didn't want to talk . She's shy I'm sure . " . But because I really want to talk to this beautiful lady that sit in front of me , I began to throw my pen to her place . Then I called her " Hey , could you take that pen for me ? Sorry I drop it " . She smiled to me and gave my pen back . I smiled to my ear . She's so pretty . Glasses that she wear didn't hide her beauty at all . :) I began to asked " Which school do you come from ? " . She looked deep into my eyes and said " Kerupang " . I want to continued our conversation but she turned around :( . I want to throw my pen once again but Pjah began to said " Don't do that , you can talk to her later ". I'm pretty sad . I want to know her . During recess . of course I can't talk to her . I have to go eat with Puteri and Afirah . But I remembered very well I told her " If you don't have friend during recess , fell free to go with me " .
The next day , we have " Orientasi " or whatever it called . She sat right behind me . So , of course we're having fun during that time . We laughed and having fun . I felt sorry for her who sat behind me . I was just too active that day until I forgot there's beautiful lady that sat right behind me xD But know what ? Every time I take a looked at her , she will smiled at me . How beautiful is that ? . So we're having a game which is you have to pass what people in front you told you and pass it to the other person . I remembered that Fatihah sat in front me . And of course , Pudding sat behind me . When it is my turned to pass what I just heard from Fatihah to her , I was so happy until I forgot what I was going to told her . She stared at me with those beautiful eyes she have and ready to hear what I was going to said . Yeah , I mess up . I seriously didn't remember what I was going to said . I gently touch her face and whisper to her that I supposed to said . But you know what ? Even though I messed up , we won ! haha . Well , we can't share our joy together because she's going recess with Izyani .
Well we already finish our orientasi . I forgot how many days we took . But then we go back to class and study like always . She still sat right in front me . But then one day , teacher Zuraidah want me to move and yeah , sat in front . Which is in front of her . I know I can't keep turning back to look at her . But if I have time , i will look at her and smile :) So one day , when it's recess time , I took my money and ready to meet Puteri and Afirah . But her beautiful voice stop me . " Can I go recess with you today ? " . Oh GOD do you know how happy am I ? and I replied her with joy " Of course why not ! Let's go " . We start our friendship :)
We are happy to be friend . But then one day , tragic thing happen to us . Teacher Zuraidah report me to the Head master because she said I bullied her daughter . What a sad day . Me , Pudding , Afa , and some other friend go meet Teacher Zuraidah right after class . Teacher scolded us and whatever . She told afa and the other go home but not me and Pudding . Poor Pudding . :( This is should be my issues , I don't want her to get hurt to . We got yelled and scolded . Teacher throw bad words to us but we put a smile when we got back home . Because you know what ? Teacher is talking to herself . We didn't even do what she said . But you know what ? When Teacher Z said " Afina ! You also go eat during recess with Izyani before . Now why did you go to her ? ( me) . Did she told you to ? " . That words hurt me . :(
2010 , we've through all those hurting and stressful day together :) We fight a lot because we're not mature enough . But GOD know we are born to be together :)
2011 , the day when it's only me and her . We're like a stranger in class xD . But we're not stranger to each other :) We fight sometimes but not always because I know I'm not mature . What I know is just playing around and ICE CREAM xD . I studied very hard , she helped me a lot . Without her , I'm just the same girl from 2010 . :) Lazy and lazy again .
Sorry if I talked to much , but
Dear Pudding Fany ,
Thanks for the happiness you gave me . It's almost new year :( Can you promise me that you'll keep all of our memories on your mind ? :) Thanks .
Fany Pudding , Is there ever comes a day when we can't be together , keep me in your heart , I'll stay there FOREVER :) .
From your dearest best friend ,
Jelly Taeng .
